In the last months I didnt really felt good.
I had some depressing moments when nobody was there.
and mostly never really told anybody about how I feel and stuff.
And certain events were even the cream on the cake. but to stop with this I wanna talk about my realization.
I really got the feeling yesterday that people do talk to me bcs me as a person and as online friends.
That there are a lot out there who do care.
And dont just care about that I draw butts and boobs instead they are caring about me.
Maybe I didnt realized earlier bcs I was in a certain condition... but yesterday I felt very well and welcome in this community.
Also I realized how much people I have here in real life at my current dorm home.
I got so many lovely greetings and wishes, my friends even made me a big picture the three did draw
( Of course with pandas on
And suddenly they were also standing other friends suddenly infront of my door asking me out for a nice cocktail night it was simply amazing ^o^
And when I came home late night I found a present hanging on the door of my room
It was from a girl who also lives in the dorm and I really have good contact with
I was just finally in my life so happy again <3
( and in the present were a panda card and a schleich panda baby >w< ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I…
I just wanna thank everybody for making this day so amazing and wonderful <3